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2009-08-18T03:45:00.001-07:00

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2009-08-09T23:13:00.000-07:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE ! :D
Last few days in church was totally awesome .
The CG really bonded and I'm sure all of us enjoyed ourselves .
Besides the fun , pastor How's sermon was really good .
All of us really got a fresh anointing from God .
Last night , to celebrate national day , we had good food !
Chilli crab , man tou(s) , hor fun , fried rice .
And of course good wine , hahahaha !
Yeah as usual my face was red .. the rest too .
Had tuition with jingfen this afternoon .
I'm off to enjoy the rest of this day . Update soon .

2009-08-01T11:53:00.000-07:00

Power-packed weekend this week . First FOP , Then Combined service .
WOW , and my school is having a revival ! I'm so glad .
Even though I'm not the person that stirred up the revival , I'm still happy !
I never thought that one day my school will have a revival .
And guess what ? This is just the beginning ! Danette , You can do it :D
I can't wait for next week's service . It's NATIONAL DAY ! :D
Also , I think Qianqian is having a sleepover at my house . Not confimed .
It's going to be another exciting weekend . I can't wait .
Maybe this is what keeps us going back to church .
The hunger for God and his presence and also being able to serve in church .
Man , I can't wait to join ministry and start serving too !
HAHA ! The stop motion video done by the production team was awesome .
Great job guys ! Could tell that it took alot of hard work .
Picture by picture , frame by frame . Off to bed , nights :D

2009-07-31T09:29:00.001-07:00

FOP was awesome . What's even better ?
My dad's name is on the book of life .
HE'S SAVED ! God is moving in my family .
For those of you guys who are still praying for your parents , don't give up !
I never thought that my dad would be saved one day too .
He's really a living testimony !
He reached out to others when he himself wasn't saved .
Isn't God just amazing ?

2009-07-19T07:41:00.000-07:00

As I walked out of the white gate , thoughts of sadness filled my mind .

I'm going to face another week with the world , out of my comfort zone .

I don't know what's going to happen and I'm not looking forward to the week .

I wish I could hide in some corner of the church where nobody could find me .

Nobody except God , And I would pray and talk to him , sing hymns .

But I can't , I have a house to go to , homework to do , responsibilities .

I miss the liveliness of the church , the laughter , the joy .

The only place on Earth where there are no problems .

Feel like taking a train back to church . Well of course I can't :\

Seeing the ZoneF team did such a wonderful job .

Really brings warmth to my heart . Seeing the younger generation ..

Also , The song 'Running after you' really sank into me .

Running after Jesus , knowing that the road won't be all smooth sailing .

But seeing everyone press on , it's really inspiring , and I should do the same too

I can't wait for the next BMT , I want to serve in the house of God .

Be it dance ministry , cafe ministry or get myself involved in SOW .

I just can't wait to serve , I'm so excited . Off to bed .

2009-07-17T01:01:00.000-07:00

I'm here to savage my dying blog . It's clinging onto me for dear life .
Haha , anyway the Leader's meeting on Tuesday was awesome .
Learnt many things from it . CG yesterday was great too !
Pastor's sermon on ' The Genesis of a Genius ' never fails to inspire me .
It also motivated me to study MATHS ! :D
You will never ever hear me say that , not till yesterday !
Currently having commonflu , not H1N1 or other sorts of weird diseases .
Can't wait to watch Harry Potter tonight :D
AE Weekend this saturday and sunday !
Don't miss it , It's going to be mind-blowing !

~~QianQian , Yiying . This is for you .~~
haha , blog some time soon (:

2009-07-13T03:10:00.000-07:00

Last Friday , Saturday and Sunday , we had a powerpacked weekend .

It was totally awesome as Dr Bernard shared a wonderful word of God .

I love it when they believe in youths so much ! :)

Also , My dance hobby has come to an end . It's kind of a good and bad thing .

Miss the people , miss tapping , grow fat due to lack of exercise . haha .

I should stop all my eat-alot-bad-habit .

Anyway Jolin came for service yesterday ! I'm so happy .

Even though she didn't understand , at least she went .

Receiving a little is better than not receiving at all .

Went back to church to play some games hahaha ! Super funny .

D5 CMI at playing games . We need a breakthrough in that area ! -.-

Yiying asked me to update and I did . Even though it's a little crappy .

Cause i really dont know what to type and blahblahblahblah :D

2009-07-05T08:43:00.001-07:00

I actually wanted to delete my blog hahaha .
But i felt that it was a waste cause i've been blogging for so long .
So .... Here I am back again . Missed service today cause of tap . * cries *
I heard service was awesome and summer programme too .
Oh man ..
Ah nevermind , it will be one of the last times I'm missing service anyway ..
Had my first guitar lesson with Moomoo yesterday . HAHAHA .
It was rather interesting cause D5 was playing the ten cent coin game .
And i couldn't even hear my own guitar sound .
Yeah now you know you all very noisy ah !!
hahaha ! Then they played some weird game , don't know what zhua dao le .
After that they will all burst out laughing like crazy and I will give the 'o.o' face ..
My parents went for karaoke with A zone people .
So great to see them fellowship with such cool adults from our church .
Can help to incubate my parents at the same time , cool stuff ..
Anyway .. TRANSFORMERS 2 WAS AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE .
Seriously go watch that movie ! I might watch it another time ^^

2009-07-04T09:49:00.000-07:00

I'm dying to go back to church though I just came back .
It just gives me a sense of belonging and warmth .
It where my home really is ..
Man , can God just cancel dance practice for me ):
I really wanna hang out and stay in church .

2009-06-30T01:34:00.000-07:00

School's started . Enjoy it pretty much .
I don't know why ! I'm freaking myself out .
Homework's starting to pile as usual .
I'm off to do something else . So bored .
My blog is totally dead ;
Might just consider deleting it ..

2009-06-25T03:32:00.000-07:00

HOLIDAYS ARE ENDING .
OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !

2009-06-20T10:22:00.000-07:00

D.E.O CAMP WAS AWESOME !
The camp organisers did an excellent job !
Guess what , My team is called KAZHUA !
hahaha , yes ! It's cockroach -.-
Bonded and made so many new friends .
Oh man , I miss the fun . Especially at sentosa .
Here's the Kazhua cheer :
Kazhua's coming I'm not afraid of it .
Baygon can't kill it .
You all better run from it .
Goooooooooooo Kazhua !
* cockroach feelers action *
HAHAHAHA AWESOME YAH !~
ok . Blog soon .... Tired :O !

2009-06-17T09:15:00.000-07:00

Away from the 18th - 20th june .
Feel free to message me :D
Unless my phone dies on me .

2009-06-16T02:37:00.000-07:00

My blog is soooooooo dead .
Shall save it with this post :)
I updated ~ :D

2009-06-08T07:20:00.000-07:00

Holidays are like so boring .
The only thing that occupies me is dance :D
Well , 3 quizzes from Jamie ..

[ ] You know someone that cares about you.
[ ] You have a boyfriend/ girlfriend/ fiancee/husband/ wife.
[ ] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[ ] You get good grades.
[ ] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard.
[x] You live somewhere other than a box.
T O T A L: 4

[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[ ] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[x] You have never been beaten up.
[x] You never cry more than twice a month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[ ] Your room is big enough for you.
[x] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concert.
[x] You laugh more than twice a day.
T O T A L: 8

[x] You have over 100 friends on friendster/msn.
[x] You have pictures on friendster/msn.
[x] You get allowance.
[x] You collect something normal.
[ ] People don't make fun of you to be mean.
[ ] You look forward to go to school.
[x] You don't wish you were someone else.
[x] You play a sport.
[x] You do something after school.
[x] You shower daily.
T O T A L: 8

[ ] You own a car.
[ ] You usually don't fight with your parents.
[x] You're healthy.
[ ] You've never had a cavity.
[x] You are happy with your appearance.
[ ] You aren't self-conscious at all.
[ ] You have never got a failing grade in your life.
[x] You have friends.
[x] You have so many inside jokes with friends.
[x] You know your parent(s) care and love you.
T O T A L: 5

[x] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about so many people.
[x] You are happy with your life.
[x] You usually aren't sick.
[x] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[ ] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[ ] You don't have any enemies.
[x] You are happy you're living.
T O T A L: 8
your life is 66% perfect.

Does your password have to do with a boy?
no .

What's one thing a guy can do to make you like them?
He must be a joker :)

Are you a girly girl?
Depends on how others look at me .

Small or big purses?
Small .

What are the signs you like a guy?
Dont know .

Do you dress up on Halloween?
We don't celebrate halloween in Singapore .

Do you call anybody by their last name?
Nope .

How many guys will read this just because it says FEMALE SURVEY?
Ask them .

Do you wear makeup?
Only if I have to perform .

Have you ever cooked food for a guy?
My brother ?

Have you ever been called a bad influence?
No idea .

Have you ever broken a guy's heart?
uh ..

Eyeliner or Mascara?
None .

Flats or Heels
flats .

Skirts or jeans?
jeans ! :)

Socks or leggings?
socks .
Hoops or Dangling earrings?
dangling .

Have you ever had your heart broken?
hahaha yeah when my friends disappoint me .

Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
depends .

Do you have a best friend?
Yeahhhhhhhhh .

Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
No , God created me perfect in his eyes :)

Do you like your life?
Enjoying every single bit .

Ever walked into the guy's bathroom?
My dad's one lor .

Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
Can't remember .

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yeah .

Is there anyone/ someone you can't get off of your mind?
Nope .

1. Where did you take your profile pic?
In church .

2. What exactly are you wearing right now?
Home clothes .

3. What is your current problem?
No problem , i think :B

4. What makes you happy most?
Being in church , Dancing .

5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
No song .

6. Name someone with the same birthday as you?
Shayne Ward hahhaa .

7. Ever sang in front of a large audience?
Uh no :D

8. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
No .

9. Do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddie TV shows?
Depends on what it is .

10. Do you speak any languages?
English , Mandarin , Khek , A little bit of Cantonese .

12. Has anyone you've been close with passed away?
No .

13. Do you ever watch MTV?
Uh not really .

14. What's something that really annoy you?
_______ disturbing me in class .

Chapter 1:
1. Middle name: _Blank_
2. Nickname(s): Planet , Lohloh , banana two -.-
3. Current location: Computer room .
4. Eye color: brown.

Chapter 2:
1. Do you live with your parents:
Yes.

2. Do you get along with your parents?
Yeah .

3. Sibling?
Brother .

Chapter 3: Favorites
1. Ice Cream?
Vanilla .

2. Season: Winter .

3. Shampoo/conditioner?
Shampoo .

Chapter 4: Do You..
1. Dance in the shower?
Sometimes :X

2. Do you write on your hand?
When i don't have paper with me .

3. Call people back?
No hhahaha .

4. Believe in love?
Not really .

5. Any bad habits?
Lazybum , leave things lying around .

6. Any mental health issues?
no .

Chapter 5: Have You..
1. Broken a bone:
no .

2. Sprained stuff:
Ankle.
3. Had physical therapy:
no .

4. Gotten stitches:
No .
5. Taken Painkillers:
No .
6. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling:
Snorkeling .

7. Been stung by a bee:
Nope.

8. Thrown up at the dentist:
How do you throw up at a dentist -.-

9. Sworn in front of your parents:
Not really .

10. Had detention?
Once :\ there goes my clean record .

11. Been called a Player/ Hoe:
No .

Chaper 6: Who/What was the last
1. Movie(s):
Terminator Salvation

2. Three people to text you:
Zhilin , Joslyn , Sookwai o.o

3. Person you called?
Jamie .

4. Person you hugged:
uhhhhhhh Shipei i think .

5. Person you tickled?
Can't remember .

6. One person you talked to on Msn?
Jamie -.-

7. Thing you touched?
keyboard .

8. Thing you ate?
Rice with loads of vegetables and meat .

9. Thing you drank?
Water .

10. Thing you said?
ohmygod .

Tagged,
Zhi Lin , Amani , Carissa .
Doubt they will do it anyway haha .

2009-06-03T21:09:00.000-07:00

Unlucky day today ! It's that girl thing .
I'm bound to it for the next half of my life .
Oh man ... Joslyn's coming over later .
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
Anyway I decided to take the tap exams .
After much much much consideration .
Cause my mum says if i dont take i must quit .
Just take ba . I don't wanna stay back anyway .
Oh well ..

2009-06-01T08:11:00.000-07:00

I really love to dance .
But this passion inside of me is being smeared .
Insults are often being hurled at me .
I'm don't do it just cause I wanna exercise .
I wanna dance and perform like everyone else .
I haven't found it yet , why am I not given a chance ?
Why am I always the only one that's being put down .
I tried over the months to do better .
You didn't say anything and I was fine with it .
Though I didn't get better , at least i didn't get worse .
But today , it was a major blow for me .
I'm not a good dancer , and I'm often being compared .
Who likes to be compared with someone better ?
I'm sure nobody likes that feeling .
Also , crying won't solve everything .
I tried so hard to open my eyes and put style .
I ended up being ignored for almost the whole lesson .
I'm holding on to both ends of a broken string .
Let go and give up or persevere and continue .
I'm not gonna give up this passion so easily .
Just cause I haven't found the style .
READ THIS .
I'M NOT GONNA FREAKING GIVE UP .

____________________________________

Happy Birthday Teresa .

2009-05-31T07:57:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps , Sorry for not updating .
I've been super busy preparing for Momentum .
Had rehearsals almost all day , froze in RP :D
It's super cold as usual . Had 7 braids on our head .
Get mocked at by some other secondary schools .
Phoebe Toh's tutu got squashed by those people .
Friday's performance was said to be sub standard .
So i suppose we did better on saturday .
Man , I miss the rehearsals and all the dancing .
Anyway , some of the dances were really nice .
Especially those from RP ..
On saturday night , in my dad's car .
I did something spastic ...
I was lying on jiaxin's legs cause she had a pillow on them
Then i stretched my arm out .
I happened to touch joslyn's leg .
And it was smooth , I was thinking .
How come jazz pants so smooth .
Then I looked . SHE WAS WEARING SHORTS !
Like oh my goodness -.-
She said she was wondering why I kept touching her leg .
Man I felt like some pervert cause today ,
In the movie theatre .
I wanted to take the drink that was at the cup holder thing .
Then i thought the drink was there ,
when it was actually on the other side .
I TOUCHED JOSLYN'S LEG AGAIN .
My gosh , i have chemistry with her legs -.-
PICTURES on my facebook :D
MOMENTUM 2009 <3

2009-05-25T01:19:00.000-07:00

REDRAIN 2009 - SUNDAY .
Left for takashimaya in the morning
for lunch with my family . Great food man ! * drools *
After that my brother and i left halfway
cause we had to rush to the concert .
Trained to paya lebar to meet the newfriends coming .
Waited for awhile before melissa and the guys came .
Then we went off to church .
Sang , jump and sweat like it was some sort of workout .
Well , frankly I'm quite disappointed today .
Haix , It's okay . Pray harder ..
But all in all I enjoyed myself cause i went to L4D !
Sookwai I hope you see this hahaha ! :D

2009-05-23T08:47:00.000-07:00

Edited .
REDRAIN WAS AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !
Before redrain , we went bowling .
HAHA , I kept going into the drain -.- wellwell ..
Then we trained to payalebar for the concert .
After all the interviews and sms contests ,
the concert finally started !

At first I thought the music wasn't suitable for me .
Because it was too loud and noisy .
But I was wrong ! The songs that followed after ,
were great and meaningful .
It was amazing to see Jean jumping
to the music and screaming out loud .
That's really not the Jean I knew HAHA !

She was so open even though it was her first time .
And I knew it must be God moving inside of her .
He always saves the day !
Then , came Evelyn's testimony .
It was so powerful and brought tears to some .
Then , a prayer was held by the redrain members ,
and i felt peaceful inside as i prayed for my studies .
I think Jean was also deeply impacted ,
as God brought tears to her eyes .

I'm sure there was something happening
inside of her even though she didn't knew it .
Anyway , we went for dinner at KFC .
Then we went back to church to hangout .
Soon , the four musketeers left , then i stayed till 11 ?
Then i cabbed home with potato and my brother .

Then Melissa told me that she's coming for RR .
GOD REALLY WORKS WONDERS !
It's amazing ! She told me that she wasn't coming .
Well I was disappointed .. Who wouldn't ?
Nevertheless , Zhi Lin encouraged me to pray .
And who knows that prayer is the most powerful ?
You can say a BIG amen to that !
God is the solution to all problems , and it's true .
I've experienced it for myself , It's time you did too :)
Pictures :D

2009-05-21T01:02:00.000-07:00

Sickening water rocket thing today .
I think I'm tan-ner man , sat under the sun .
But it was fun !
Especially when Teresa and I thought that
our rocket's parachute didn't open .
Then the trainer told us that wasn't our rocket
We were like oh ya hahaha !
So we saw our rocket floating down , slowly .
I love the parachute shape , so cute .

Our rocket ! :)

2009-05-20T06:04:00.000-07:00

Yesterday and today was like a total killer for me .
Why ? Cause we all got back out results .
Mine was reeeeeeeeeeally bad !
I'm gonna chiong during holidays already .
I need to brush up on my maths especially .
Social studies only 3 people in my class passed .
Like ohmygoodness . I could have passed ..
Could have .. wellwell , it's over .
There's nothing I can do about it , except work harder .
During lunch , our class got monkeys jumping around .
Guess what , they both fell , like slow motion .
HAHA ! Jeremiah ended up on the floor . FLAT !
With a chair stuck under him -.- ouch .
Then Liangxian , ended up injuring everywhere haha .
Totally fail , hahahah !
Bused home with Sookwai , crazy girl .
Then went for ballet , bought the two 1.5litre bottles .
Sickening water rocket thing .
Waste time and money just to get the bottles .
This is one of my longest posts so enjoy it -.-
Toodles .

2009-05-18T05:17:00.000-07:00

Valerie Cheong , this is for you :)

Went out to tampines with Jieru , Zhi lin and anastasia .
Anastasia , you're seriously funny man .
We went in to a kid's shop and guess what .
Valerie tried on a dress that kid's wear to wedding .
Take note , KIDS .
And , it was still too big for her -.-
You totally amaze me man hahahah !

2009-05-17T18:32:00.000-07:00

Yesterday , I was on the car to fareast .
And my dad was using the GPS on his phone .
To find his way around for fun .
I realized , GPS is like God .
When my dad turned at the wrong lane ,
the GPS recalibrate itself and found another way .
It's is like God because when we go the wrong path ,
God will always be able to modify his plan ,
And get us on track with our walk with him ,
Even though we already went the wrong way .
Amen ? Cool right !? hahaha .

2009-05-16T19:51:00.000-07:00

Thanks Bro , your post was touching indeed .
Anyway ..
REDRAIN IS IN 6 DAYS !
I can't wait !
Imagine my friends jumping to the concert ...
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm so looking forward to it , I'm sure God will be moving .

2009-05-16T08:19:00.000-07:00

I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy !
God is moving ! My prayers are being answered !
The revival is coming ! My friends are being saved !
Salvation is near ! PRAISE GOD ! :D
Jean and Jeannie are saved !
It's like YEAH ! My prayer is finally answered !
I LOVE JESUS ~!

2009-05-15T02:42:00.002-07:00

EXAMS ARE OVER ! FINALLY !
After so many weeks , I can finally relax !
Actually I have been relaxing all the while .
I don't know what to blog about !
REDRAIN IS COMING O.O !
Friend count is growing ! REVIVIAL !
Confirmed : 5
Not Confirmed : 1
I don't care I'm gonna invite more people !
Had follow up and CG yesterday ! It was amazing .
I really loved the way Jieru and Zhilin taught me God's word .
Anyway , Angels and Demons is a very nice show :D
That's all update some other day !

2009-05-11T22:21:00.000-07:00

3 PAPERS TO GO ! I WILL CONQUER YOU !
They shouldn't have split the science paper into 3 parts .
So annoying , Physics then Chemistry;
Then Physics + Chemistry .
Art paper is coming ! I still haven't decided on what to do .
I'm so bored , and i got nothing to blog about .

2009-05-08T19:12:00.000-07:00

The horrid maths papers are all finally over !
I don't expect much out of it anyway . Bound to fail .
English paper 2 was okay , but the summary was like ..
Yeah you get it .. Went Tampines 1 to find my mum at 9 pm
How early *heavy sarcasm* .
Then went to UNIQLO and stuff .
Went home around 11 plus .
Nothing much , my life is so boring -.-

2009-05-07T00:16:00.000-07:00

Literature paper is tough , i slept for one hour -.-
Farhan Y was asking me how i slept for so long .
The answer is .... Anyhow do :D
Maths paper 2 was a total killer .
My whole graph is drawn wrongly ,
Cause i read the question wrongly .
Sure to fail , better study for tomorrow ..

2009-05-05T23:49:00.000-07:00

GUESS WHAT ! Tomorrow's maths paper :O
I don't know how to react to it -.-
SS paper and Chinese paper was super hard .
As usual , for me who doesn't study .
Still got ballet later , I'm so tired ..

2009-05-05T02:34:00.000-07:00

Deleted all the unhappy posts from blogger !
Be gone ! :D Let's leave things in the past .
God is Good ! I'm having the time of my life .
Though I'm having my exams TOMORROW !!
Yeah I'm just crazy , had too much to eat .
Changed my blogskin too ! People please tag !
MY BLOG IS DEAD ! :(

2009-05-03T05:45:00.000-07:00

L4D is FUN ! Played it at the lanshop with the CG .
Have been slacking in church and having fun which isn't a good thing .
It means that i haven't been studying ! HAHA
Service yesterday and today was absolutely great , 24 prayer too !
Learn and grew alot from all these events .
REDRAIN is coming ! Invited Jean , Jeannie and Liangxian so far .
Melissa ! I wanna invite you too , If you see this :D
Haha okay I'm going mad . Off i go , Byezo .

2009-04-16T02:43:00.000-07:00

grabbed from Jamie's blog .

DANCE SYF GOT GOLD !
*SCREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMSSSSSSSSSS *
*HYPERVENTILATESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS*
YES IN YOUR FACE TO THOSE WHO LOOKED DOWN ON US !
I'VE BEEN HYPER FOR ABOUT 32 MINUTES STRAIGHT .
YEAH DON'T COME SPOIL THE MOOD HAHAHAHHA !
GOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLD!
Sorry , I'm just too happy .
All the adrenaline rush and heart pumping moments !
We did it ! Finally ! Our efforts have bore fruit !

2009-04-15T05:23:00.000-07:00

ORAL EXAMINATIONS !~~
Guess what , the chinese examiner could tell that i was nervous .
I skipped so many chinese words that i didn't know and change others .
English was a long wait . I almost died cause _______ was annoying me .
Miss Wong fang dian-ed at me and i quickly continued reading on .
Totally gross . Once again , please buy my mcnuggets thank you .
You know who you are haha .

2009-04-14T02:11:00.000-07:00

SYF IS OVER !
Besides the fact that i had to wake up at 4.40am ,
I'm quite contented .
I can skip CCA for 2 weeks ! rest rest rest ! :D
Anyway , I lost my EZ LINK card . What am I going to do . * SIGHS *

2009-04-08T05:18:00.000-07:00

SPEECH DAY TOMORROW ! Gosh why am I so happy ?
( SLAPS SELF AND REGAINS COMPOSURE )
Yeah , So speech day's tomorrow and somehow happy .
One way or another possibly cause its gonna be over soon :]
Then after speech day , it'll be SYF , then mid years ...
And the list goes on and on . I'm so bored and nobody wanna talk to me .
WHY !? Am I that ________ ( I don't know what to fill in ) ?
Nevermind , A little hyper active and overdose of happy pills .

2009-04-05T04:46:00.000-07:00

I'm so happy , everything's back to normal .
Dark clouds are long gone :]
I'm back on track with my walk with God .
BMT's coming up , considering if i should sign up .
But I'm not sure if I would be able to commit .
Maybe I should ask God about it .
Guess what ? I'm painting yeah but it's spoilt .
So I tore it up and threw it away . lol .
I'll update some other day in the week .

2009-03-19T19:02:00.000-07:00

Hello people ! I'm back from Zone D chalet ! Chalet was so-so .
Only enjoyed the times when we cycled in the wee hours of the day .
Let's say 4am plus ? Super cool and the air was fresh :D
Back track a little ...

19th March 2009

Went shopping with Krismine , Jamie and Jing Yi at FarEast .
Bought small small stuff , but I enjoyed myself alot .
Even though we walked around Far East like 3 times ?
Saw Sandy and Trisha , Spencer and Mun Mun .
Last but not least , we saw Mrs Teo too , cool -.-
After I bused home with jing yi on 518 , I decided to go for the chalet .
A super last minute decision , so i cabbed to Aloha Loyang .
And guess what ? The uncle dropped me off at the wrong place .
I wanted to go to bungalow 1 Aquila . He dropped me off somewhere else .
So i ended up walking to the bungalow . Ate , talked , stoned .
Played Slapjack , introduced by Novel . Quite fun game .

20th March 2009

I didn't sleep at all through the whole day thanks to one can of coffee .
Gave me energy hahaha . Continued talking and all .
Soon we decided to borrow bicycles and cycle to MacDonalds at DTE .
It's super cool when there's nobody around and you can cycle all around DTE .
Ate breakfast , then we cycled to pasir ris park to catch the sunrise .
It was absolutely stunning ^^ . After that we went back to the chalet to pack up .
That was when the fatigue started to kick in .
I could even fall asleep while sitting down .
Cabbed home and after a GREAT bath , I'm off to bed I guess .
What a miracle , I survived a whole 24hours without sleeping .
And before that I even shopped at Far East for the whole day .

2009-03-17T03:35:00.000-07:00

Supposedly , 3/5 was having a maths supplementary today .
When I came there was only Darryl , Jamie , Kimberly and I .
We were like eating food outside the classroom .
Then the aunty came to open the classroom door , and we went in .
Only about 10+ people turned up .
And GUESS WHAT ?
Maths supplementary class was cancelled and we didn't know hahaha !
After that we went for lunch as 1/4 of 3/5 -.-
Jamie and I went back with the two ______ cause they had CCA too .
Then the idiotic stuff started , Not gonna elaborate :)

2009-03-13T04:45:00.000-07:00

Edited with pictures /.

3/5 '09 :D

TALK CRAP BUDDY :D

Lovely people :D

GO 3/5 GO 3/5 , GO 3/5 RAWR !
GO 3/5 GO 3/5 , GO 3/5 RAWR !
GO 3/5 , GO 3/5 WHO ARE WE ?
GOOOOOOOOOOO 3/5 !
Our class won the cheering competition surprisingly !
It took us only 4 days of practice , what a miracle :)
Good job people ! I love you guys :D
X-country was rather irritating .
Took them so long to dismiss us and to start the ball rolling .

2009-03-12T04:52:00.000-07:00

The class cheer's on it's way to gorgeousness , sounds familiar ?
HAHHA , Good job people ! Our efforts are starting to pay off :D
Got class tee today , It's so much nicer than 2/5'08 one :X
Had CCA today and it was super awkward .
We danced in the hall , with all the classes practicing their cheers .
Also all the fencers were having their CCA . How embarrassing .
Everyone was practically staring at us dance .... Nevermind -.-

2009-03-11T06:02:00.000-07:00

SYF REHEARSAL !~
Had SYF rehearsal at UCC ( NUS ) today .
Not very good , not very bad , just that we had no time to prepare .
Mrs Lim kept rushing us , make up , hair , costume .
Left the class at 1.30pm supposed to be at 1.40 .
Then went to the dance studio to put on my contact lens .
Ate , chatted , laughed , make up-ed , changed .
Finally , we left the dance studio and set out to UCC !
When I reached there I was reminded of RP and Victoria Theatre .
All the old memories came back and I missed concert time alot .
Reached home at 8.05pm , bathed , msn-ed and now , off I go :D

2009-03-07T06:16:00.000-08:00

Started pointe work today . Can die .
After that rushed down to tampines mall to meet Jamie and Krismine .
I was late for like the first time . I think . HAHA
After eating at pastamania ,
we went to one of the shops ( cannot say *Inside joke* )
and bought nice tops , we were like addicted to them and kept trying .
Then we went to another shop ( *Inside joke* )
and we tried dresses and camwored !
Went another shop ( *Inside joke*) took pictures with cute stuff !
After that we practically ran around tampines mall finding , stuff .
HAHAHA It's the joke of the year man :X
After that Jos came over to my house to maple and had dinner .
The end ! lmao -.- Picturessssssssssssssss ~

Both grabbed from Krismine's blog

The-gay umbrella (:

Shades at Cotton on 2 for $20 HAHA !

TWILIGHT ~

2009-03-05T04:39:00.000-08:00

Class cheer's not coming along well , sadly .
The class don't wanna cooperate and people keep ponning the cheer practice .
Most of the time is spent on chasing the people and asking them to keep quiet
Thinking of last year's cheering competition and how Mrs Neo forced us ;
I proud to say that this year our class i think can't even get 3rd .
Half of the class practicing , the other half zhao after school .
Sian .. Pity Aishah and Amani alot . Always have to shout and shout .
Come on people ! Where's the 3/5 spirit ?!

2009-02-22T03:35:00.000-08:00

MathsMathsMathsMathsMathsMaths !
Tomorrow's like the maths common test . Great . And I still went shopping .
Hahahha , I was checking out TP's courses in Design school .
And the course I wanted was 12 points ! I can just commit suicide and die .
Let's say my maths F9 . So I get 3 points for the rest of my 5 subs ? -.-
Impossible .. I'm going to jiayou . Even if I don't get into that poly .
I can finish schooling then continue on to LaSelle or Nanyang Academy .
Otherwise I'll most probably learn coffee art and get a job as a barrister .
What you believe is what you will achieve ! Yeah whatever hahaha !

2009-02-20T22:52:00.000-08:00

YAY ! Venus is a happy girl again !
My Blog's like dead after not updating for a week . Here it goes ..
This week was sort of crappy .
I remember I whacked Amani on the back like super hard .
And !! Tears welled in her eyes ! Omg so sorry yeah ! =(
I felt so guilty after that , shouldn't have whacked her so hard .
SS test was sort of a breeze , except the fact that I wrote in point form .
I know I'm super dumb -.- Out of all things , write in point form .
Science common test was like @#$%^@&#(*@&(*^@#&*#% .
They gave us so little time and we had like 2 SEPARATE papers to complete .
And then Mrs Ang came in like 15 minutes before the exam ended .
Tell us that the chemistry paper got some problem .
And I had to redraw ! Like crap ! I finished the paper at like 3.25pm ?
Maths retest , I got no confidence that I can pass .
All my answers looked nonsensical and weird .
My mum's asking me to quit dance and I said I wouldn't .
She said , then I don't pay lor . Made me so sad after that .
Come on what's wrong with dancing !?
If she doesn't pay I'm gonna go earn money myself .
Don't pay don't pay lor , so much money for what ?
Don't even bare to spend it for your daughter's needs .
Yeah you saw it , NEED . I NEED to dance .
Don't bother , I'm going to jiayou for CTs .

Quiz from Melissa :D

Answer the following questions:

LAYER 1 : ON THE OUTSIDE.
1. Name : Venus Loh
2. Birth date : 16 October 1994
3. Current status : Single & loving it :D
4. Eye colour : Brown .
5. Hair colour(s) : light brown close to orange .
6. Righty or Lefty : Left :D

LAYER2 : ON THE INSIDE.
1. My heritage : Khek :)
2. Fears : Insects especially huge ones .
3. My weaknesses : Ultra lazy and messy .
4. My perfect pizza : Ham and Mushroom .

LAYER3 : YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
1. My thoughts first waking up : YAY , Today got dance .
2. My bedtime : 10pm -.-
3. My most missed memory : Trip to Hokkaido .

LAYER4 : MY PICK.
1. Pepsi or Coke : Pepsi
2. McDonald's or Burger King : McDonalds .
3. Single or Group dates : Group .
4. Adidas or Nike : Adidas
5. Tea or nestea : Tea.
6. Chocolate or Vanilla : Chocolate
7. Cappuccino or coffee : Cappuccino

LAYER5 : DO YOU..
1. Smoke : No.
2. Curse : I won't do it unnecessarily .
3. Take a shower : Duh .
4. Have a crush : Nope .
5. Think you've been in love : Yeah .
6. Go to school : Asking the obvious .
7. Want to get married? See first .
8. Believe in youself : Maybe .
9. Think you're a health freak : Sort of .

LAYER6 : IN THE PAST
1. Drank alcohol : Yeah .
2. Gone to the mall : Duh .
4. Eaten Sushi : Yes .
5. Dyed your hair : Nope .

LAYER7 : HAVE YOU EVER..
1. Played a stripping game :No .
2. Changed who you were to fit in : Sort of .

LAYER8 : AGE YOU'RE HOPING..
1. To be married : Around 25 .
2. Get a job : After studies .

LAYER9 : IN A GUY
1. Best eye colour : Brown
2. Best hair colours : Light Brown
3. Short hair or long hair : Not too short , not too long .

LAYER10 : WHAT WERE YOU DOING
1. A minute ago : Checking Mail .
2. Hour ago : Lunching
3. Hours ago : Dancing .
4. 1 month ago : Level Camp :D
5. Year ago : Trip to Singapore Art Museum o.o

LAYER11 :FINISH THE SENTENCE.
1. I love : People , Love Life And Love God .
2. I feel : happy !
3. I hate : so , so and so .
4. I hide : my candy from my grandma .
5. I miss : JAPAN !
6. I need : food cause I'm hungry again .
Choose 5 people to tag: JAMIE NG
KRISMINE HO
JOSLYN CHEW
JOLIN
KAIHOE

2009-01-27T05:34:00.000-08:00

新年快乐!!
Happy cow year everybody !
Whoaaaa I suffered from indigestion yesterday so today i didn't eat , much .
Pictures up later cause my brother is still changing the pictures to JPEG format .
Today went to Pm Lee's house as usual .
After that headed off to Aunty Jessica's house .
Saw Janine and some of the DR people after so long .
Talk , Play Bridge , Get angpaos . Then chiong to century square in half an hour ;
to catch a movie - The wedding game . The show's hilarious , must watch man !
After that bought bubble tea ,Travelled on bus 38 to Elizabeth's house .
Had dinner , watched TV went home ! :) So sian , tomorrow i have ballet at 5 .
I was supposed to go to the Singapore Flyer with my parents then cannot .
Maybe next time ba , I shall rot at home .

2009-01-25T06:02:00.000-08:00

WAHAHAHHA !
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY ~
Jamie found Trainer David's blog !
HAHAHAHA !
And the class thought that we couldn't find him anymore .
He missed 3/5 too :]
3/5 do go tag at his blog yeah ! hahahah !
Had reunion dinner today ;
Food was great , much better than last year's one .
Shall update with pictures tomorrow :)

2009-01-22T22:24:00.000-08:00

Im back from camp !
It was so-so . Not say very good not say very bad .
But i loved the night walk alot .
The trainers disguised as ghosts by covering themselves in white cloth
and stood among the trees ;
sat on benches & floors ;
simply standing around .
It was freaky cause it was super late .
Then some of the trainers had chains around them .
Yeah my group were scared out of our wits ;
screaming here and there . Jamie and Jessica even cried .
I was on the verge cause the first fake ghost we saw ;
jessica screamed then we all thought what happened
then all of us like sort of fell so yeah .
Food's good , except the portion of the vegetables and meat ;
So tiny ! Most of the time eating the rice and not the dishes .
I feel so fresh now after my 15 minute long bath ! HAHA !
Anyway I miss Trainer David and Erna .
I couldn't bear to leave them ):
Trainer Erna cried like mad ;
Cause she misses us alot and doesn't want us to leave .
Awwwwwww we miss them too :(

2009-01-20T05:13:00.000-08:00

I'll be away on a school camp
From the 21st to the 23rd of January !
You guys won't be able to contact me
cause they don't allow us to bring handphones .
A thousand apologies ! See you guys soon !

2009-01-16T06:04:00.000-08:00

JAMIE NG JING TING !
Chill yeah ! Sometimes there are things in life that we can't control ;
Like what people feel about us , what people think about us .
If people wanna say just let them say .
Why make yourself angry over what THEY say .
Sometimes promises are meant to be broken ;
Friendships are not meant to last .
Even though there are rocky times in our lives ;
Just know that there are others around you that you can count on !
Chill and SMILE !
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My mum has been giving me loads of stress .
Asking me to quit ballet cause i got dance 3 times a week .
Over my dead body , if she forces me to quit ballet ;
i will li jia chu zhou .
I'm dead serious , I don't like people to force me .
If I don't do it , then I don't .
Stop giving me so much stress .
I will prove to her that i can excel in everything .
School has been great .
Even though the homework is starting to pile up ;
I'm managing all of them except maths
hahaha i lose track of it easily
Jing Yi went to buy her contact lens today hahahha ;
she learns very quickly though ;
compared to me who took 30minutes xD
Shall update soon ;
Level Camp is coming can't wait , Sayo

2009-01-07T02:01:00.000-08:00

School totally rocks man !
Despite all the homework they give ;
and some irritating people who just can't shut their trap .
3/5 is like the best class you can ever get into .

BE JEALOUS . WAHAHAHHAHA !
I got 3 reasons why i say so .

FIRST ;
Even though we're sort of the worse class , we learn faster as the pace is suitable for us .
So we can do well and score better than those in other classes
cause other classes is like fast paced and more stressful with tests ,tests and more tests .
Not saying we don't have but lesser .

SECOND ;
All our teachers totally rock , unlike those who check this check that everyday
and scream their heads off at you when you didn't even do anything .

THIRD ;
We end school earlier , which is better for us to go home and revise and do homework .
And also we can rest and sleep earlier compared to others
who end school at about 5 almost everyday .

TADAHHHHHHHHH ! YEAH BE JEALOUS MAN ! :D

2009-01-02T02:22:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR !
It's 2009 ! Wow time flies when you're having fun *coughs !*
yeah anyway i know I'm slow to like wish everyone on the 2nd of January
school's in for most of the students , and for me ?
Well I'm still holidaying (: *Private Joke*
My homework's almost all done , left chinese , literature , english and more .
Well , that's considered alot actually , who cares .
i think the whole 3/5 gonna get punished together .
And also drive our home tutor crazy . Whoever he or she is ^^
I wish my future home tutor the best of luck . muhahahhahahaha !

2008-12-28T05:15:00.000-08:00

IM BACK FROM JAPAN !

My whole family outside universal studios .

Me . freezing outside universal studios .

My mum and I .

Osaka castle .

Geisha !

That picture at the back was a shutter of a shop .

Boots !

Hello Kitty in a black egg -.-

I was trying to bow and come up and the picture ended up like that

My brother trying to be a ninja ..

Mount Fuji ! 2020 metres :D

My mum and I at Mount Fuji with snow on the ground .

Full view of Mount Fuji .

I know ; its unglam .

Their roads in Tokyo are criss crossed .

Tokyo Disneyland

Castle of Disneyland .

Me .

Primary school students school bags . Red for girls , Black for guys .

Our tour guide ! Kyo-san .

Hole in pole , crawl through it and be blessed . I got stuck but still got through .

My mum and I at the airport .

Tokyo / Osaka was great , even though the food couldn't compare to Hokkaido .
The weather was super cold especially when the wind blew .
It cause my lips to crack and my nose to bleed , it hurt .
Bought loads of food , we came back with about 10 bags plus three boxes of food .
Thats really alot . Shan't elaborate any further , partially cause i got STM
and i cannot remember anything . Enjoy the photos .

2008-12-20T23:46:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps !
My brother finally got his camera today .
It looks nice , and the images taken were sharp ; cool yeah .
Anyway I'm flying off to Japan tonight at exactly 11.55pm .
Won't be back till 28th .
Take care everybody :] Will be back with loads of crap ^^

2008-12-16T04:00:00.000-08:00

OMG ! Twilight is sooooooooooooooooo nice !
Joslyn disagrees cause she read the book before .
But to me , It's nice !
And Edward cullen is so damn cute !
Okay i made a fool of myself in the theatre .
Edward was in Bella's room .
Then she asked him how long has he been doing this ;
'This' as in climbing through her window .
he said for a couple of months .
Then he continued saying ' I like watching you sleep , it fascinates me.'
Then i said BIAN TAI !
And a few people behind me started laughing .
( but i didnt say it loudly -.- )
Then almost the whole cinema laughed .
And Edward keeps staring at people
Abit qian bian to me
but actually he doesnt need to blink
well well ..
Anyway ! GV i think got technical problem .
The seats that we booked we're given to someone else .
Aiyo , nevermind . I'm gonna spend my time reading
Twilight , new moon , eclipse and breaking dawn :D

2008-12-11T04:03:00.000-08:00

Edited !/.

The concert is finally over !

Im super sad as i have to rot at home . AGAIN !

I wish i can still have dance classes to keep me entertained .

I'm seriously going to miss every single person that i knew there .

The dances in the evening and night show were a blast .

Even thought there were some bloopers here and there ;

Like my jeans dropping during the baby dance ;

Major blooper during the opening ;

and dropping of hats during tappin '

the overall was very nice :D

Here are the concert pictures ! :D

Samantha and I :D

Min and I ! :D

Left to Right : me , Carissa , Sian :D

Phoebe and me :D

Jia Xin , the monkey .

She's just trying to injure herself before the concert .

Jia xin and I :)

Charlotte and I :D

A classic photo of Joslyn (:

JIA XIN !

Spastic Phoebe , too much dance already .

Catching up on sleep while we can :)
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And presenting .... JIA XIN !
THE POWERPUFF GIRL FAN !
Turn up the volume to full blast ya ? :D

Awwwww Jia Xin totally idolizes them (:

Done :D

2008-12-02T05:52:00.000-08:00

COUNTING DOWN 3 MORE DAYS TO DSI CONCERT
PROMISE OF A SMILE !

I'm so sad cause its all ending so quickly
Joslyn and Jia Xin have been sleeping over at my house for the past few days
now that they've all gone home , i feel so lonely hahaha !
CCA ended and I'm so happy because its taking up so much of my time
my november holidays we're all filled with dance classes from DSI and also school
I didn't even have time to do my holiday homework
Yeah and now i haven't even touched them .
Short post cause im off to play sims ( ps ./ they're gay :X )

2008-11-23T06:21:00.000-08:00

Min is just adorable .
For those of you who don't know who she is .
Here's how she looks like

yes thats her . She's so cute .
When the smallies are singing the mystery .
Aunty Serena will ask them to smile .
Min will smile but it will gradually fade away .
So Jia Xin and I will keep staring at her
Then she will am cheo ! hahaha ! :D
She's also the most photogenic smallie besides Zi Qin !
And Chloe is just a shy girl . She runs away from the camera .
But Farah helped to snapped a picture of her ! hahaha !

Min and I :D sorry for the blurness of the camera .

Chloe ! Credits to Farah :D

Zi Qin ! :D

Group photo !
L to R : Farah , Jesslyn , Min , Anne , Cui Xuan :]

Ending off with a sexy pose of Jia Xin :D

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Quiz by : Jamie NGT .
Starting Time: 10.41pm

Name: Venus loh an qi
Shoe Size: 7/8
Height: 158
Where do you live: Tampines
Favourite Drinks: 100 plus xD

Have you ever-
Been on a plane: Duh .
Fallen asleep at school: Who doesn't ?
Broken someone's heart: I think so :\
Fell of your chair: yeah and hurt my tail bone :]
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: No -.- I'd rather sleep .
Saved e-mails: I delete them once i read them .
Had chickenpox: Duh.
Had a sore throat: Uncountable .
Broken your nose: Nope -.-
Believed in love at first sight: no
Liked picnics: yeah , like the food :X

What is your room like: Green ? xD
Last thing you ate: KFC :D
Last person you danced with: DSI people :D
Last person who made you smile: Phoebe Toh ! That spastic girl .
You last yelled at: Mum -.-

Today did you-
Talk to someone you like: I don't like anyone .
Kiss anyone: Uh no ?
Get sick: Im coughing already .
Miss someone: Phoebe , actually i miss her nonsense
Eat: YA ! I just ate KFC .

Random-
Is there a person who is on your mind now?
-uh no ?

Do you have any siblings?
-brother .

Do you want children?
-Im scared of babies and toddlers :]

Do you smile often?
-yeah , every single minute .

Do you like your handwriting?
-When it's neat -.-

Are your toenails painted?
-No

Who's bed other than yours would you rather sleep in?
-none :D my bed's the best . wahahaha !

What colour shirt are you wearing now?
-Grey .

What were you doing at 7pm yesterday?
-At the Cathay waiting for my parents to come .

What's the best feeling in the world?
-After i filled my tummy 8D

Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
-no , they sleep in my cupboard :D

What's under your bed?
-the floor ?

Who do you really hate?
- None , i just dislike , i dont hate .

What time is it now?
-10.50pm

I can't wait till?
-Thursday , rehearsal at RP :]

Are you a friendly person?
-I think so ?

Do you have any pets?
-No :D

Where is the person you have feelings for right now?
-In the toilet bowl .

Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you?
- Is dragging someone to the toilet counted as holding hands ?

Do you sleep with the TV on?
-Thats what my grandmother does .

Have you ever crawled through a window?
-No , my window too small :D

Are you too forgiving?
-I dont know hahah .

Are you closer to your mother or your father?
-Father .

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
-family i guess .

How many people can you say you really loved?
-i suppose there's too many to count .

Do you eat healthy?
-Is eating alot of sarpino's pizza and KFC considered healthy ? :)

Do you still have pictures of you and your ex?
-I seldom take pictures ,even with friends .

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?
-Yeah .hahaha

If you're having a bad day, who will you most likely go to?
-Joslyn ?

Are you loud or quiet most of the time?
-Loud , sadly haha .

Are you confident?
-i dont think so .

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
-Dancing
-Drawing
-Colouring like nobody's business
-Drooling -.-
-Playing with barbie dolls

5 things on my to-do list today:
-Dance
-Dance
-Dance
-Dance
-Dance :D

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
-Buy the whole of bugis street :]
-Donate to charity
-Go overseas
-Buy super alot of leotards from costume shop .
-Save half of that billion .

5 of my bad habits:
-I always leave stuff lying around .
-I lie on the sofa to watch TV.
-I play with my rubiks cube in the dark .
-I can sleep almost anywhere
-I eat too much :D

5 places I've lived in:
-Singapore
-Hong Kong
-Thailand
-Malaysia
-Japan .

5 jobs I've had:
-dancer .
-Failure in maths
-Toilet cleaner at home
-Miss-Always-Punctual
-foodguru

Tag 6 people to do this quiz:
Joslyn
Belle
Fiona
Dawn
Nabilah
Jolin

2008-11-11T19:35:00.000-08:00

My trip to the dentist wasn't so bad afterall .
She just did some polishing and cleaning .
I like the cleaning part though :D
Cause it uses alot of water .
Then my whole mouth very cooling .
HAHAHAHA . Okay i sound like some pervert
who likes the whole " water sensation " ! xD

2008-11-11T02:12:00.000-08:00

Jolin asked me to update .
So here it is ^^
Nothing much these days ,
My mum's coming hard on me .
Cause my results are like . You know ..
Dance at DSI is great .
I'm starting to enjoy it .
Even though I'm not sure with some of the steps .
Thats all , anyway Jia Xin and I look like a christmas tree
With our striking red and green leotards :D

2008-11-04T23:31:00.000-08:00

Nick Vujicic is super cool . Shall not elaborate about it .
Partly cause I'm too lazy . Talking to Jamie on msn now .
We're ironically on the same boat so yeah .
We understand each other's feelings 1001% :D
Here's what we talked about .

Don't you just love what we're talking about ?
Cause I do :D

2008-11-03T17:59:00.000-08:00

1. Do you believe in happily ever after?
- No .

2. What's the thing that you desire now?
- Quit CCA -.-

3. What would you see yourself in 10 years time?
- A 24 year old adult ? -.-

4. Who is the most important person to you now?
- Friends :D

5. What are your favourite colours?
- Green and purple .

6. What is the most important thing in life?
- God .

7. If you fall in love with 2 person simultaneously, who would you pick?
- I won't . I think so :|

8. Is there anything that makes you extremely happy?
- Chilling out with church people , school friends .

9. Will you ever confess to the person you like?
- LOL !

10. What will you like for a present?
- HAPPINESS (!)

11. Would you like someone to sing a song just for you?
- Ya hahahahha xD

12. What is your favourite music genre?
- Alot .

13. If you can learn another language, what would you like to learn?
- Japanese

14. Do you belive in fairytales?
- when i was 4 years old .

15. Tag 5 people you want them to do this quiz. {Random}
-Krismine
-Shuen
-Jing fen
-Zhi lin
-Melissa

Jamie I'm done with your weird quiz . :D

2008-10-30T18:45:00.000-07:00

Whew ... Last night I rushed through a whole blogskin
for the class blog . It was really a headache ,
cause the codes were all messed up .
BUT WHO CARES ?
Its done now -.-

2008-10-29T21:52:00.000-07:00

Should I change school next year ?

Maybe i should ask my mum about it .
Please give me your suggestions
on whether i should switch school or not at my tagboard
but no spamming . ty ^^

2008-10-28T23:56:00.000-07:00

Spending $50 bucks in one day is so not cool .
I bought ballet leotards for practice
cause the concert is coming
and there isn't going to be enough leotards
for me to wear to the dance practices .
One of them is not mine though , it's for Regina .
And yeah she's paying me back .
Here's what they look like :D
The red one is Jia Xin's one , while the green is mine .
I didn't take a picture of Regina's one though .
I didn't expect myself to buy green though i like it .
Now i kind of regret cause its so striking . haix .
Yeah thats all . Anyway Happy Holidays :D

Front View : Red is Jia xin's , Green is mine .

Back view :D

Back view of mine (:

Back view of Jia Xin's . Colour looks abit weird due to the flash .

2008-10-25T06:45:00.000-07:00

Hey people , I got 2 major events happening
during the holidays which is november and december .

First up , we have Nick Vujicic coming
to Heart of God Chuch on the 4th and 5th of November !
For those of you who want to come
and hear the full story from the man himself
send me an sms or an email or something !
It's going to be real fun :D

Secondly , DSI is having a concert on the 5th of december
which is on a friday at Republic Polytechnic .
The title of this year's concert is called " Operation Smiles "
The money collected from the sale of concert tickets will be
donated to the Philippines children who got cleft lips
It is to make them more confident and to make them smile .
So please come and support :D
There will be two shows ;

one in the afternoon and one in the night .

Afternoon show : 5 to 7 pm
Ticket Price : $20

Night show : 8 to 10 pm
Ticket Price : $25

Please note that the ticket prices are different .

I strongly encourage you guys to watch the night show .
Even though I'm performing for both shows .
Cause the afternoon show is mostly kids dancing .
So yeap . Please sms me if you wanna watch .
Also tell me which show you wanna watch .
Thanks :D

2008-10-23T03:04:00.000-07:00

When school ended at 1.15pm today ,
Everybody left the school painfully .
Why ?
Today is the last day of school .
We're all supposed to be happy ,
but 2/5-ians wished that today wouldn't end
and some even left school in tears .
This is how sad we are .
Some people might just think
that we're only leaving each other
next year still same level .
Yes , It's true but we're all going to be in different classes .
I miss 2/5 .

I still remember the times when we came as secondary ones .
All scared and alone , sitting at the canteen .
Soon , some of us hit off well and formed our individual cliques
Fights and quarrels started and some of us changed into another clique .
Shuffling here and there , we soon formed the cliques we were in today .
Cheering competition came , nobody bothered about it
And we caused a big embarrassment to ourselves .
We regretted it and this year , we put in effort
and even made our class tees .

Under Mrs Neo's help , we even became champions .
I will always remember the stunned faces
when the hosts announced that 2/5 was the champion .
Councillors were soon chosen and some of them left
without being given the recognition of stepping down
Everyone was shocked but they soon got used to it .
Exams came around , some did well some didn't
and it reflected on how much effort each individual put in .
National day , Hari Raya , End-of -year examinations .
Time flew and one year passed .

Our honeymoon period was officially over .
Everyone made New Year resolutions to do well in school
But few of them succeed as nobody put in effort .
Winning competitions and Class awards ,
everyone was proud of those who spent effort
to decorate and make the whole class look nice .
Even birthdays were being celebrated .

Now , I say with sincerity that I do miss two five .
I miss the times that we shared as a class .
I miss the times where we pissed our teachers off .
I miss the times when we "rioted" to postpone a test .
I miss the times where we all didn't do our homework .
I miss the times where we put in so much effort to win .
I miss the times where our classmates disturb one another .
I miss Two-Five . I Love You guys .

2008-10-22T04:29:00.000-07:00

CLASS DEDICATIONS TO BELOVED 2/5-IANS !

Atiqah : Thanks for fainting so often :D

Afiqah : Thanks for being the geog and history rep .
Cause nobody else would want to take the job

Teresa : Thanks for all the laughter and lollipopping -.-

Yvonne : Thanks for all the aunty-ish stuff hahahaha .

Melissa : Thanks for being so quiet :D

Li Meng : Thanks for all the maplestory posts on your blog hahaha .

Cheri : Thanks for being so Naim . HAHA !

Jaga : Thanks for being the only councillor left ><

Krismine : Thanks for being my girlfriend :D

Joe Yee : Thanks for topping the class all the time .

Salina : Thanks for all the laughter and crazy idea for birthday bash .

Nabilah : Thanks for starting the dedication thing hhahahaha .

Jamie : Thanks for forever being so emo :D

Nina : Thanks for being a librarian .

Radiah : Thanks for sitting behind me :D

Syafiqah : Thanks for making the record as the person who is absent the most times .

Syahirah Malek : Thanks for talking to me and Jing Yi :D

Syahirah Small : Thanks for all those weird hand sign thingies hahaha

Nuraishah : Thanks for sitting beside me during the exams :D

Amani : Thanks for wishing me Happy Birthday countless times .

Lina : Thanks for your cute hair :D

Elisya : Thanks for always helping me pick up paper
when my worksheets drop on the floor during chinese lessons

Rafikah : Thanks for talking to Me and Jing Yi too !

Dan Ping : Thanks for spending time and effort
trying to collect the chinese writing on tuesdays .

Siti Aishah : Thanks for your lovely voice
and talent at composing songs (:

Surekka : Thanks for dancing ever so well :D

Annabelle : Thanks for all the cool stuff that you bring to school .
Example , your geeky specs :D

Valerie : Thanks for winning fencing competions
and doing our class proud :D !

Sandy : Thanks for singing so well :D

Jean : Thanks for being such a good dance mate and classmate !
Continue being so flexible ! :D

Jeannie : Thanks for being such a good dance mate and classmate !
Stop winning your sister in everything ! lol :x

Jing Yi : Thanks for all the fun , laughter and joy
That you have given me all this time
Even thought we only knew each other for months :D

glen : Thanks for being so vainpot -.-

jonas : Thanks for reading books infront of me .

ryan : Thanks for joking with me during home ec .

asyraf : Thanks for all the weird noises you make in class .

Farhan Y : Thanks for the wig you wear to school .

Farhan Z : Thanks for being so blur and making everybody laugh

Nazir : Thanks for being our chairman for 2 years and making Joe Yee angry .

Khairudy : Thanks for scoring so well in maths all the time .
Even though you lost to Jing Yi .

Wei Yang : Thanks for nothing . Just shut up and go bird park la xD

Class Dedications done .
People we just have one more day together as 2/5 ' 08
Hope we can spend it wisely as a class :D

2008-10-21T00:46:00.000-07:00

Im sick again . I think this year i got the highest record for being sick
Supposed to go out with jing yi =( sorry yea !
So i practically rotted the whole day .
And yeah i feel fine after taking medicine .
Got tagged my Pei fen .

Answer the following questions:
1) The last person who tagged you is:
Pei Fen

2) Your relationship with him/her is:
CG woman hahaha

3) Your impressions on him/her is:
Fun and Hyper

4) The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
uh dont know :x

5) The most memorable thing he/she said to you:
Venus go see my blog .

6) If he/she becomes your lover you will:
-.-

7) If he/she becomes your lover, something he/she has to improve on will be:
-.-

8) If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
Wont happen :D

9) The most desired thing you wanna do for him/her now is:
uh ..

10) Your overall impression on him/her is:
Super hyper and crazy and fun! :D

11) How you think people around you feel about you:
Don't Know .

12) The character you love about yourself is:
Eat alot (:

13) On the contrary, the character you hate about yourself is:
Alot of things .

14) The most ideal person you wanna be is:
Jesus :D

15) Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:

(1) Zhi Lin !
(2) Melissa !
(3) Jamie NJT !
(4) Krismine bf :B
(5) Belley welley
(6) Shuen !
(7) Fungus !
(8) Pei Jun
(9) Jing Fen
(10) Cheri

16) Who is (6) having a relationship with?
Dan . hahahah

17) Is (9) a male or a female?
Female .

18) If (7) and (10) are together, will it be a good thing?
they dont know each other .

19) How about (8) and (5)?
they dont know each other

20) What is (2) studying about?
studying about what students study .

21) When was the last time you had a chat with (3)?
1 minute ago .

22) What music band does (8) like?
Christian bands ? I dont know hahaha .

23) Does (1) have any siblings?
Dont think so .

24) Will you woo (3)?
LOL she's attached :3

25) How bout (7)?
hahahahaa !

27) Whats the surname of (5)?
KOH !

28) Whats the hobby of (4)?
Dancing ? Buying me crunchie ^^

29) Do (5) and (9) get along?
Dont know each other .

30) Where is (2) studying at?
PRCS .

31) Talk something casually about (1)?
TALL , BAMBOO-ISH , OLIVE-ISH AND AUNTY-ISH

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH

32) Have you tried to develop feelings for (8)?
No way . Maybe Carlo tried . HAHAHHAHAHA !

33) Where does (9) live at?
Somewhere far . Yishun i think .

34) What colour does (4) like?
I dont know :x

35) Are (1) and (5) best friends?
Dont know each other .

36) Does (7) like (2)?
Yeah as friends .

37) How do you get to know (2)?
When i was trying to get ******'s number . LOL

38) Does (1) have any pets?
dont think so .

39) Is (7) the sexiest person in the world?
LOLOLOLOL HAAHAHHAHAHAH FUNGUS !

2008-10-16T01:48:00.000-07:00

3 words to describe my birthday .
COLD AND WET !
yes ! It's raining and I never bring umbrella
Congratulations to me ..
Yeah so the day started off with 11 messages
bombarded on my phone from last night
Sorry guys didnt really reply cause i dont know who's number is who's !!
Then started school Jing Yi they all say got SURPRISE for me .
Whoa thanks alot lor -.-
Then school ended with loads of " Happy Birthday Venus "
from Amani and Jonas in between hahaha
Yeah presents and all Thanks Cheri , Jing Yi , Joe Yee , Jolin and Dawn .
I'm super bored so let's name out all
the people who wished me happy birthday
From the first to the last (:
I know I'm being lame , but HEY ! It's my birthday !

BIG THANKS TO ..

Robson , Geraint , Annlynn , Zhi Lin , someone , someone , someone , Jasmine , Valerie Cheong , Jing Yi , Belle , someone , Yvonne , Jamie , Jean , Jeannie , Krismine , Melissa , Amani , Jonas , Jaga , Surekka , Lina , Atiqah , Sandy , Khairudy , Amani again , Jonas again , Dawn , Jolin , Joram , someone .

And the list goes on and on .
Sorry people lazy to type it all out
cause I'm irritated by my stupid sneezing .
Am I falling sick again ? :|
Anyway Krismine is a bad actress ! hahahahahaha !
Yesterday i wanted to buy Crunchie .
Then Krismine said . VENUS ! DONT BUY !
something was fishy but i didn't buy and guess what !
Krismine bought it for my birthday !
hahahahah Thanks yea ! I love chocolates :D
Thats all people . I'm going to get drunk tonight hahaha!
Anyway the Someone's in my post are all the numbers that i don't know .
My other phone got confiscated so
i didn't add the number into my current phone . So sorry ! ):
thanks everyone for the gifts and wishes ! Love you all ^^

2008-10-15T04:29:00.000-07:00

COUNTING DOWN 1 MORE DAY ! (:

2008-10-13T05:04:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 6.50am today , and gave morning call to the people hahahah .
I met Jing Yi ( NEON ) , Joe Yee , Cheri , Dawn and Jolin at cheers .
Then Jing yi and I bought cup noodles and relived the ZOO TRADITION :D
hahaha after that we took the mrt all the way to Jurong East
Changed train ; all the way to Choa Chu Kang
and finally 927-ed to mandai zoo !

Upon reaching there , we did many silly stuff which i cannot remember hahaha .
Then we were hungry and made our way to KFC . Upon reaching there ..
KFC already closed down cause there's this new kiddy place
which was opening soon and KFC shifted there .
Super unlucky la . It was raining cats and dogs , lions and tigers there
And we were all soaked to the skin . We even called ourselves beggars .
Cause we were cold , hungry and tired hahahahha !

Yeah so we went to this restaurant thingy and we ate this $7.50 lunch hahahah .
and something silly happened ! I wanted water . So i took cheri's bottle
and poured the water into my bottle .
THEN ! I saw floating food particles inside !
I panicked and guess what i did ?
Pour the water back into Cheri's bottle . Big L.O.L
Well , in the end i just poured it back into my bottle
and threw the water away at one of the drains . hahah

Yeah then we went to the fragile forest and we saw so many butterflies .
Instead of appreciating them , we were screaming our heads off .
And there's this Ji Ko Pek following us wherever we go . hahahha
Yeah and there were so many dead butterflies on the floor .
So sad . And then ! We were walking in a row with me leading the way
SUDDENLY this butterfly flew right infront of my face
I screamed like mad then everybody started screaming for no reason also
I serious laughed like mad after that hahahah !

*Skip the rest of the Zoo part *
We left the zoo and went to Lot 1 . We shopped and watched Jolin play para-para
It looked super spastic and we were like helping her -.-
Each person take one side . hahahaha Then Cheri and Joe Yee left
We continued arcading then we went home !
Pictures are here ! Enjoy ! :]

2008-10-11T19:48:00.000-07:00

WOOTS PEOPLE EXAMS ARE OVER !

I think I'm a little slow considering that it's 2 days after the exams have ended .
Well , I fell sick ! That's why ! So on friday , I had my art paper and yeah it looked .
Crappy ; As usual hahaha . Jean , Jeannie and Jamie's one very nice
( see all the J got artistic talent . JING FEN ALSO ! hahahahahaha )
Then after the exams i went to bugis with jing yi to shop !

We shopped like crazy , and soon got giddy -.- cause we were walking in circles
Then after we finish shopping we went to far east , but there was nothing
So we took 518 home and when i reached home , i felt giddy so i went to bed
And i realized that my condition was getting worse . I started vomitting etc .
So i smsed carissa to tell her that i couldn't make it for class .

Saturday came , My aunty told me that i had a slight fever on friday night .
So i skipped dance class again cause i was really sick .
But i still had my appetite ^^ Weird right ? hahahahahah .

But i insisted on going to church . Cause if i didn't go to church
my dad had to stay behind to look after me cause my mum was working .
Yeah in church , God really healed me and I could feel his presence hovering .
And my tears couldn't help but flow down .

After that everything went back to normal , I was fine !
The presence of God was so strong . I loved yesterday's service :D
Today Melissa's coming with her parents !
Hope they will enjoy the service . I'm off . Tata (:

2008-10-02T20:33:00.000-07:00

Hey people ! Exams started and I finally managed to post about it . (:
Let's backtrack a little to Wednesday..
I went out with the CG people to Botanic Gardens !
And yeah i look a little darker -.-
Frisbee , Picnic , tree-climbing and blob on my arm .
Had a great day ! After that I led the tampines people
to the wrong place -.- supposed to be far east to take 518
In the end i led them to lucky plaza . Great job Venus !
Pictures tomorrow ! computer lagging xD

Today , I had my maths paper . It was kind of hard .
But i managed to complete my paper
and some of the answers were the same as my friends .

2008-09-24T06:30:00.000-07:00

My world is spinning !
I'm falling sick soon :\

2008-09-19T05:43:00.000-07:00

Thanks Amani ; For getting me addicted to this spastic song .
Mean ; Median And Mode ~~

2008-09-18T00:57:00.000-07:00

Today had the home economics practical test .

I cooked my Egg sandwich ! (:
It tasted good but a little too salty .
Here are some pictures i snapped secretly during the practical test .

Enjoy (:

Jeannie cooking her french toast .
Ryan lew making his pasta sauce
Jeannie cooking her bread again .
My destroyed work of art xD
Jeannie's Work of Art (:

Quite contented with my maths test results . Finally passed and did quite well in fact .
But still , there's more to come :\

2008-09-17T01:20:00.000-07:00

I opened my blog cause I wanna let SOME PEOPLE see this post .
If you think I'm the person spamming your blog
Let me tell you , you're just wasting your time .
You checked the IP address right ?
HAHA let me tell you dummy ;
IP address changes . It wont always be the same .
And i got prove that it changes .
you got totally no solid proof that i spam your blog
besides a stupid IP address that doesn't stay the same
yet you still think its me . What a joke !
Anyway , don't need to pretend and act infront of me .
I know what you're trying to hint to me .
You know why I don't give a damn
about what you guys say about of me ?
Cause the thing is ;
I'm not even the person who spam your stupid blog .
You think I'm such an attention-seeker like you ? :D
Dude you really got an A-S-S man .
For those who doesn't know what it is
its called ATTENTION - SEEKING - SYNDROME (:
Lastly , I think your eye got problem ; Keep staring .
You should see a doctor .I can proudly sponsor (:

2008-09-14T05:19:00.000-07:00

Today's sermon ..

GLORY OF VIRGINITY :D

Sex within marriage is good .
Many people think that sex is dirty .
BUT ; God is the one who created sex .
He put it within boundaries . ( Within marriage )
Fornication is sex outside of marriage ( between unmarried people .)

US supreme court's definition of sex :
" A person engages in 'sexual relations ' when the person interntionally touch , either directly or through clothing , the genital area , anus , groin , breast , inner thigh or buttocks of any person with the intent to arouse or gratify the sexual arouse of a person "

1 john 2:16
" .... the craze for sex ... "

Sex outside marriage will only ;

1) Torture yourself mentally - Feel dirty and unclean
2)Break you emotionally - Feel Possessive and easily vunerable
3)Kill You spiritually - When you come to church , heart filled with guilt , cannot worship god , always have the lust of sex .
4) Endanger you physically - STD etc .

1 corinthians 6:16-18
Sexual sin is against your own body !
Sex is not just an odinary sin , it will change you if you don't repent .

How to stay PURE in Life

1. Maintain proper relationships with the opposite sex .

Don't get into a 'sexualised' environment .
Don't put yourself in a compromising position .
2 timothy 2:22
' Flee also youthful lusts ; but pursue righteousness , faith ,love , peace with thise who call on the lord our of a PURE HEART . '
Flee from temptation !
When it comes to being tempted , flee from it . Dont be a hero !
Pursue love ! Not LOVER !

2.Manage Your Mind

Proverbs 23:7
' For as he thinks in his heart ...'
James 1:14-16
"...When desire conceived , it gives birth to sin .."
Temptation is not a sin , but temptation can lead to sin .

Pornography
Once you watch it , you can't get the images out of your mind .
Your brain isn't like a hard disc that can be reformatted .
Practice Self-Sensorship !
Don't let it in if you don't want it in .
Cause once it's in , it won't can't come out .
Pornography put's images in your mind !
It's like worshipping idols , the pictures stay in your mind forever .
Exodus 20:4
" you shall not make for youself any image.. "
Pornography will destroy your marriage life
It corrupts your mind .

3.Make a commitment to god's standard of morality .

Hebrews 13:4
God makes and keeps a convenant .
Marriage , to god , is a covenant . It cannot be broken !
You got to preserve your virginiy .
Virginity is one thing you can give one time to one person in one lifetime !
It is the most precious thing !
When you get married , you EXCHANGE VIRGINITY .
Remember ; ' Save sex ' Not ' Safe Sex ' !
Say no to BRG ! It doesn't only apply to me ; I'm sure it applies to you too ! :D

2008-09-10T06:25:00.000-07:00

No more sad posts . Im going to start right from now on .

2008-09-08T00:12:00.000-07:00

Stop animal abuse !

I watched king kong last night .
I was supposed to sleep about 10
as there was school today
but i ended up sleeping at 12am !
King Kong so poor thing la
the stupid carl denum go bring him into the city .
then the police never catch the people who bring king kong in .
But they keep focusing on killing it .
The last part was super sad la .
I cried like crazy .
then my dad ask me why i watch until so serious hahahaha .
After that i went to bed and rolled around for about 1 hour .
Why ?
cause i hand itchy go drink coffee ><
School today was boring . Thats all .

2008-09-06T08:42:00.000-07:00

I have let you down all the years of my life .
Since the day i was born , you had already planned everything for me .
The path i had to walk .When i was a kid
i often made mistakes , i asked myself . Why ?
Was it because you couldn't be bothered to answer my prayers ?
Slowly , I learnt that it was because
i didn't put in enough effort and did things halfway
With the mindset that i should put in more effort in the things that I do
Sadly , i still did not do well in things that i wanted to do well in .
I was often doing wrong things and letting you down .
I often imagine that i have two sides of my mind .
One telling me the right thing to do , the other is like the devil
Telling me to do the opposite of what you want .
But you never gave up on me .
You're always pressing on . Your love for all of us is
really everlasting and the same tomorrow , today and yesterday .
When i was praying , this phrase came up in my mind .
' Let your will be done ' .
I thought about it for awhile . Yes . Let YOUR will be done .
i wanna do things that go according to your will .
because i know its for the good of me .
i love you , God .

2008-09-05T19:53:00.000-07:00

IM OBSESSED WITH COFFEE :D

Yesterday , i went to my aunty's office to learn
how to make coffee from one of her colleagues .
So I bused to her office and reach around 2 plus .
I started my coffee making at 3
It was super cool ^^ But the steaming milk part was scary
cause the milk seemed to be overflowing ><
After that i made countless cups of coffee -.-
2 americano , 4 lattes and 2 cappuccino .
But of course , i didnt drink all of it !
My last cup of latte , i did coffee art :D
Flowery pattern thing . i can't wait for november holidays to come
Cause I might be working at my aunty's office
depends if there are vacancies there or not
If not I can go back there to practice when i have the time
No pictures , sorry ! I didn't bring my phone
when i was making the coffee
so there are no pictures of what i made :\
That's all for now ^^

2008-09-03T02:32:00.000-07:00

Woke up early in the morning to go to school .
We were supposed to go sungei buloh .
But they said something about alot mosquitoes there
then say will get dengue .
No choice but to go to PASIR RIS PARK !! D:

Super cloudy there , nothing much to say .
Let the pictures do the talking .
Oh . We finally gave Joe Yee her present .
We kept her in suspense :D HAHA =P
hmmm nothing much . Off to study .

I found this on the bench that Joe Yee was sitting on .
LOL , She sat right beside the arrow .

TADAHHHH ! Too bad she's not photogenic ):

Salina and I at Pasir Ris Park :D

A Weird shaped leaf growing in the middle of a bunch of dead leaves

Cheri and I :D

Lastly , a blue blue sky (:

Pictures credited to my hand phone .

2008-08-31T06:46:00.000-07:00

Today's sermon by Pastor Tan Ye Peng ..

Life And Light

Light means wisdom , insight , illumination . John 1:1-4

God Created man with a spirit . Genesis 5:1-2

God is there right from the start . He existed right from the beginning .

To be god , you must be almighty .

Roles VS Purpose .
god created men with a purpose .
1. God is a God of purpose
He does things with a reason . It is intentional . Nothing can stop him from doing it .

2. The purpose of a thing is in the mind of the maker .

3.The purpose of a thing determines its potential .

4.The potential of a thing reveals its purpose .

5.If a purpose is not known , Abuse is inevitable .

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
God looks at the earth and gives a purpose to the earth .
God wanted man to be the foundation of the world . Man has the potential to shoulder the burden , family responsibility and leadership .

1 corinthians 3:11
Jesus is the foundation of the church .

Genesis 2

5 Things

1. Adam was put in a garden .
Connected to God's presence .

2.Adam was given instructions .
Communicate and teach

3.Adam was given work to tend
Cultivate and release the potential of the earth .

4.Adam was given a garden to keep .

5.Adam was given the task to name the animals .

Adam was the first man created .
When adam ate the fruit , he failed to do all the things god asked him to do .
So God gave his only son . Jesus !
Second man -> Jesus -> always communicating with God , teacher , cultivate and release potentials of his disciples , protect the people , took leadership and ownership over all humans .

Genesis 3:4 , 2:17
death = a loss of life .
Life in God diminishes , light also goes down .
Because Jesus died on the cross , the holy spirit is poured out on all flesh .
Whoever believes in Jesus can be reconnected back to God
and the life of God can flow in him again .

So what are you waiting for ? (:

------------------------------------------------
Here's a prayer for Belle Koh :D

Dear Lord ,
I wanna pray for Belle .
You know that she is having her ballet exams tomorrow .
And that she has been working hard for the past few months for tomorrow .
I pray that your presence will be with her , every step that she makes .
I pray that her examiner will be lenient and give her high marks .
Lord , i believe all things are possible .
So in jesus name , may your presence fill her mind and body .
That she will be prepared for the exam knowing that she has you by her side .
In jesus name . Amen .

Jia You Belle ! :D

2008-08-29T03:11:00.000-07:00

Gahhh ! Almost died of embarrassment today !
Thanks Mel and Jing Yi for making me blush until so much -.-
After school , i went out with sook yi .
Went to bugis ! I finally bought my shirt ! hah !
Gonna wear it to the zoo on Thursday !
After that we hopped to orchard
cause we wanted to go Far east .
But there wasn't anything .
So we took 518 home . Both of us slept on the bus !
Like i don't know how long later i alighted the bus
and said bye bye to sook yi .
What a great day (:

2008-08-28T05:39:00.000-07:00

'FAITH is the word
gossiping is not me
i dont hate
i dont love
i trust and believe
hate me;it's alright
it none of my concern
cos;i dont gib a damn
FRIENDSHIP is like a river,
will cut a new path,
wheneva it meets an obsatcle,
it might end with just abye
or carry on
will be the trust and faith dat bring it on.'

I'm quoting from someone's blog . Its not an honourable thing to see your post down here .
I really don't understand lo . At your profile you put this whole chunk there . Okay when people see it they understand . They will think that you're a believer or something . But when they see your post i think they're WRONG .
They see so many vulgarities there . Words like fuck , and criticism about others . My as well dont put that chunk of Faith thingy there .
And at your blog , you keep putting things like why you all keep gossipping , and things like i believe you all will be like before . God will help you all .
Yeah ! i know he's helping me . He's putting me through all these to tell me that life is not always smooth sailing . But i think you're like one of the people who starts the gossip yet you tell me god will help me . Isn't that a little redundant ? Forget it . As if you will understand .

2008-08-26T07:01:00.000-07:00

Gahhh ! So many things happened today lor .
Jing Yi so poor thing but i got no comments about it .
Haix . Me and Jing Yi already found where we belong
So we wont be a hindrance to you guys anymore
even though we can't be the best of friends
I hope we're still friends . so yeah (:

2008-08-25T02:18:00.000-07:00

Wooooooooooooooooooooooo ~
loads of things happened on Saturday and Sunday (:
Now to backtrack a little ..

Saturday ! :D
I prayed hard the night before
hoping that my mother would allow me to go
to Jasmine's house to bake cupcakes for pastor's birthday on Sunday .
When i asked her on saturday morning , She agreed :D thank god ! (:
After that i went for choir class . It ended around 3.30
then i rushed home to bathe and eat . I waited for my father .
But he told me he wasnt going to church . I was furious !
It was about 4.15 ! I quickly changed and grabbed my things .
I dashed out of the house thinking of whether to take bus or the MRT .
I took 28 , the bus took a long time to come and
by the time i reached paya lebar it was around 5 .
Service had already started ! Adding on to my frustrations
was the rain that poured down endlessly . While rushing to church
I slipped and fell x_x . But i did not react much to it . I just stood up
and continued walking to church at a super fast speed ( maybe thats how i fell -.- ) .
When i got there , Zhi lin was already waiting for me at the recep
then i told her about how i fell and she couldn't stop laughing ! :(
haha . After service , we rushed down to buy groceries
then headed to Jasmine's house .
After making cupcakes for an ultra long time
my brother and I headed home at about 1am .
I hit the bed at about 1.30am heeee .

Sunday ! :D
Happy birthday to Pei Jun and Pastor How ! (:
After service was pastor's birthday celebration !
Some of the church members put up a play for pastor
and i tell you .. It was hilarious !
GXT made a new production , it was ultra funny !
Then the commander of the 'army guys' anyhow say the command
then in his attempt to ' anyhow say the command ' , i heard marikita
hahahah ! super funny

Today ! :D
Nothing much in school
did 2 computer surveys today
waste of time . If not mei qi could have came over to my house .
byeeee

2008-08-22T22:12:00.000-07:00

1) The first person who tagged/ pass you is?
: Atiqah
2) Your relationship with him/her?
: Friends , tablemate -.-
3) Your five impressions of her?
: Fainty (haha) , laugh alot , loud ,chatty , fierce ? ><
4) The most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
: i donno ><
5) The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
: Venus , if i do not wake up in ten minutes , tell teacher .
6) If he/she become your lover, you will?
: erm shes not les im not les . so yeah .
7) If he/she become your lover, thing he/she have to improve on will be?
: i said we're not les .
8) If he/she become your enemy, you will?
: I dont think it will ever happen
9) If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?
: this quiz cannot understand english .
10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
: Become closer ? -.-
11) Your overall impression of him/her is?
: Miss Fainty .
12) How you think people around you will feel about you?
: I donno . ask them . some like me some hate me .
13) The characters you love of yourself are?
: erm . i donno .
14) On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are?
: emotional , and hot-tempered .
15) The most ideal person you want to be is?
: me .
16) For people that care and like you, say something to them?
Thanks for everything ? -.-
17) Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
one: Fiona
two: Mu Ying
three: Jasmine
four: Zhi Lin
five: Jing Fen
six: Cheri
seven: Yvonne
eight: Jean
nine: Jeannie
ten: Teresa

18) Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
: nobody ? :D
19) Is no.9 a male or female?
: Female
20) If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
: hahahaha . i dont know
21) What is no.2 studying about?
I dont know =x
22) When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
: this morning
23) What kind of music band does no.8 like?
:donno
24) Does no.1 have any siblings?
:i dont know . dont think so
25) Will you woo no.3?
no -.- we're not lesbians .
26) How about no.7?
no she's just a close friend .
27) Is no.4 single?
yea .
28) What is the surname of no.5?
i donno leh =x
29) What's the hobby of no.10?
laughing (:
30) Does no.5 and 9 get along well?they dont know each other .
31) Where is no.2 studying at?
donno xD
32) Talk something casually about no.1?
She's loyal (:
33) Have you tried developing feelings for no.6?
no -.- we're not les .
34) Where does no.9 live at?
pasir ris .
35) What colour does no.4 like?
donno .
36) Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
they dont know each other .
37) Does no.1 have any pets?
i dont think so .
38) Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
hahaha . no comments :D
39) What is no.6 doing now?
how would i know .

DONE !

2008-08-22T08:34:00.000-07:00

Why is everybody trying to control me ?
What's wrong with them ?
I DONT NEED PEOPLE TO CONTROL ME
I CONTROL MY OWN LIFE
I DONT NEED PEOPLE THE LOCK ME UP IN A CAGE
IM ALREADY OLD ENOUGH TO TAKE CARE OF MYSELF
LEAVE ME ALONE !
EVEN MY BROTHER IS DOING IT !

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I was damn pissed last night / this morning .
Don't wanna talk about it .
damn pissed off .
couldn't stop crying in my bedroom .
You guys happy now ?

2008-08-17T06:24:00.000-07:00

*EDITED

MY BROTHER CUT HIS THINNNNNNN HAIR .
and he became . more bald , more colourful ? -.- and nicer :D
Yes you guessed it ! He highlighted his hair . CHESTNUT BROWN
I got a picture of him . hahahahah

When i showed him this picture , he said .
' Eh how come never take me ? take my hair only . '
~~HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA SO BHB RIGHT ? =x~~
oops .! Yeah and I got no idea what my mother's doing at the back .
Hahahaha my brother dont wanna bathe .
cause he donno how to spike his hair .
so next time when you see him , his hair wont be this nice (:
nothing much . I had carls Junior for dinner .
The serving is HUGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !
It's like a miracle i can finish the whole thing , which i did (:
And my uncle bought alot of things for me from HK (:
xiexie lo !
That's all see you people around !

2008-08-16T09:52:00.000-07:00

Here's today's sermon . as promised ! :D

The Beginnings of Leadership

Self-leadership is the greatest leadership.

Proverbs 16:32
' Better a patient man than a warrior ,a man who controls his temper than one who takes a city . '

You and I are three part beings . We have a body , Spirit and a Soul .
Our spirit and soul goes to heaven ; but our body decomposes .
Our spirit and soul get a new body in heaven .
Animals do not have a spirit [ that's why they are not capable of worshipping . ]
The spirit and Flesh are always at war .
The Spirit always wants to worship God .
The Flesh always wants to enjoy life .
If you are not a Christian ,
there is no war between the Spirit and the Flesh .
Because your Spirit is dead ,
Your spirit doesn't want to worship .
Your soul will cast the last deciding vote . Your Soul is very important .
YOUR SOUL HAS THREE PARTS !
1. Emotions
2.Mind / Intellect
3.Will

self-leadership is leadership over your emotions , mind and will !

3 points to note :

1. you got to take leadership over your emotions .
-We do not need to be ruled or dictated by our emotions
Philippians 4:4
'Rejoice in the Lord always ,
again I say Rejoice . '
In the most desperate of time , REJOICE !
Joy is the fruit of the spirit .
Happiness depends on the circumstances .
It has to do with people around you , or things happening around you
Joy on the other hand has to do with the spirit and with emotions .
Take leadership over your emotions .
Life is like a roller coaster, take control of your emotions .
You must not leave your emotions with your friends
people or random things in your life .
SO..
TAKE LEADERSHIP OF YOUR EMOTIONS !
Habakkuk 6:17-18
' Yet i will rejoice
the joy is the God of my Salvation . '
2) take leadership over your mind
Our mind has many noises of noises of self-doubt , stress or many other things
It takes no effort to be negative
Negative thoughts easily HIJACK OUR FOCUS

Being positive makes you different

if you want to grow weeds in your garden , do nothing with the garden .
If you want to grow PLANTS , it takes effort .

You want to set your mind on positive thing.
Bringing every thought into captivity and
bring it into the obedience of Jesus Christ .
Don't entertain negative thoughts , catch it and put it into captivity
You are in control of your mind . so Stop the negative stuff .
God has given us a mind to be in control of .
colossians 3:2
' Set your minds on things above , not things on the earth . '
We have the power to take leadership and erase negative thoughts .
God's frequency is always Faith .
Dwell on the things of God ;
His thoughts are always higher than our thoughts .
Change the way you think !
Sometimes or mind gets hijacked by the people around us .
your mind is often preoccupied by people's thoughts around us .
God has given us the power to take emotion of our mind .
Your mind gravitates to negative
9 people can say you are good but when 1 person
says you are bad , your attention draws to that 1 person
and you get distracted by it .

SO !
If you can set your mind on God and progress ,

You can go on in life !

So what are you waiting for ?

Don't keep God waiting ! (:

2008-08-16T00:41:00.000-07:00

YAY ~
My parents want to go to church ! Its really a miracle .
God's Moving ! And i really thank him for that .
Hope my friends will start coming sooooon (:

be back with more crap ( after church >< )

and of course the sermon ! (:

~~Gahhhhhhhh Stop your childishness~~

2008-08-10T07:38:00.000-07:00

Today's combined CG was great !(:
I really felt the presence of God ! Today's Sermon was the same as yesterday's but i really learnt more from it . I also gained more knowledge from God's word . I'm so tempted to share it with you guys . So here it is ! (:

9Th and 10Th August 2008

1) Having a mind of Christ
2) Having a god consciousness
There are two types of Atheist . Philosophical Atheist and Practical Atheist .
Philosophical Atheist
A person who theoretically does not believe the existence of God .
Practical Atheist
A person who believes that there is a God , But live their life's as if there is no God .

Many Christians are a Practical Atheist . They go to church on Sundays and worship him and everything . But From Monday to Saturday . They live their life's as if there is no God . They do not do quiet time and pray to God .

Radio Frequency
The holy Spirit is LIKE a radio frequency .
We may not see the holy spirit but we know that he is there .
Only when we turn on the holy receiver , then we can hear the voice of God .
God is always broadcasting the same message .
Right now there is music in the air . You have to have a spiritual receiver and
it must always be turned on . God is always speaking so we have to be tuned in .
If you are tuned in to the right frequency , god will speak to you .

1)Radio Receiver not on
Cannot understand spiritual things . Not saved , Not a christian .
Radio is not turned on , Not able to hear what god says .
Is the presence of God strong in this church ? Spiritually no idea .
No spiritual capacity .
1 Corinthians 2:14

2)Radio receiver on but tuned to the wrong channel
Frequencies are tuned to the world . ( selfishness , Everything about me ,me and me )
You need to renew your mind .
The world says : you got to be selfish ; if you want to be rich , you have to get !
The bible says : if you want to be rich , you have to give (: !
It is completely opposite !
Give all your time and life to God when you are young . Do not waste time on things like BGRs .
Are you on God's frequency ? You must have right value systems .
Colossians 2:8

3)Your radio receiver is on but not tuned in
Being led by the holy spirit . Your receivers must be on 24/7 !
1 Thessalonians 5:17 says :' Pray without ceasing . '
We must have a god consciousness . be tuned in all the time , anytime the holy spirit is talking , you catch it . Your radio station is on ; be spiritual !

4)Your receivers are on but not tuned in precisely
You only get some of what god says . We get frustrated with God because we do not totally get what he says . We are slightly off the frequency ; so we feels god's presence a little bit here , a little bit there sort of feeling . and we get irritated with God .

5)Your receivers are tuned in PERFECTLY !
You hear everything !
What is God's frequency ?
PHILIPPIANS 4:8 !!
Fill your mind with whatever that is true , heroic , virtue , noble , pure and lovely .
The moment your life is negative , you are on the wrong frequency .
You have to speak the same language as God .

God's Frequency

Faith . purity . hope . generosity . holiness . thanksgiving . love . loyalty .
You have a choice whether you want to stay in this frequency .
If you think negatively , After awhile , you will drift away .
You are tuning away from God's frequency .
You will catch another frequency that is off God's frequency .
Selfishness comes into our lives .
Forgiveness is not a feeling , It's a decision .
You will never automatically tune in to God's frequency , you have to make a decision .
You need to move over to a frequency of God . Fill your mind with pure thoughts .
Many people fill their mind with bad reports . Don't be like them . Fill your mind with good reports ! All things are possible !
When you allow things to be in your life , it is allowing your frequency to re tune =( !
Remember , God is always at Philippians 4:4-9 FM ! He is waiting with outstretched arms .!

2008-08-02T09:40:00.000-07:00

Im going to miss Parachute Band and FOP ):

I really enjoyed myself the last two days .

Cannot wait for FOP ' oh nine :D

Next time must get better seats .

Today we got seats quite to the side .

So some of the songs i dont know de ,

must bend over to see the lyrics on the screen

and today was a FULL HOUSE !

They even had to open the seats

that were facing the back of the stage

cause there were like so many people ! :D

Oh anyway coincidentally , i saw Fiona and her people (:

today's light were WOW-er , Sermon was WOW-er

People were WOW-er . basically

everything is WOW-er than yesterday (:

Very sad that i cannot go for FOP tomorrow

cause Monday got school ): Sooooo SADDDDDDDD

I GOT PARACHUTE BAND'S AUTOGRAPH !

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ~

Omega is the best (: I love his hoarse voice !

hahahahahaha i shall scan the autographed CD cover

Here it is and some other picutres i snapped before FOP .

Full House !

Parachute Band

Lights! :D

Lights !

Parachute Band's Signatures !

Hillsong's Newest Album !

FOP's Brochure

2008-08-01T09:19:00.000-07:00

For those people who missed FOP ..
TOO BAD ! cause you missed a whole load of fun
excitement and craziness for God :D
I really enjoyed myself today and i really thank God
that he helped me to get well Cause i felt sick right after school
and i was quite scared as i might not be able to attend FOP .
But good answered my prayer . YAY !
PARACHUTE BANDDDDDDDDDDDDDD !
they rock like crazy luh ! their songs uh .WOW man .
It's just phenomenal . And the lights uh . WOW also -.-
I guess thats all i can say . WOW .
The sermon also . WOW . hahahaha
For those people who missed it uh . Really .
Too bad man . You missed out on a great day .
Very tired le . Lazy to post Good Night :D

Here's the lyrics for ' I Belong to you ' By PARACHUTE BANDDDDD

Verse 1 :
You light my way ; everyday
you help me see ; what i can be
i cry to you . my spirit song .
come use my life ; for you alone

Chorus :
you caught my soul when i was
struggling to breathe
you made me whole and now your majesty i see
i belong to you ; i belong to you

Verse 2 :
i hear your voice ; it leads me on
into your arms ; where i belong
i cry to you ; my spirit song
come use my life ; for you alone

Chorus :
you caught my soul when i was
struggling to breathe
you made me whole and now your majesty i see
i belong to you
i belong to you

Bridge :
* i know you're everything
you're all i ever need
i know you're everything to me * ( x4 )

Chorus :
you caught my soul when i was
struggling to breathe
you made me whole and now your majesty i see
i belong to you
i belong to you
you caught my soul when i was
struggling to breathe
you made me whole and now your majesty i see
i belong to you
i belong to you
yes i belong to you
yes i belong to you
i belong to you

I typed everything out myself okay ! im so exhausted now -.-

2008-07-27T07:28:00.000-07:00

Im blogging though my blog is DEAD :D

Yesterday's service at HOGC was great .

Pastor ED King's sermon was impactful . And the worship was super duper good ! I'm addicted to the song ' surrender all ' hah ! (:
Yeah so after main I went for lunch with belle at subway .We eat until so messy (: like small kids like that . hahahaaaaa . After that belle accompany me to dhoby ghaut than she went back while i went to orchard to meet my parents .
Batman - the dark night was really nice ! The Joker is super duper funny . and sadistic .He really brings out the real character of ' The Joker ' . Pity that he died due to some overdose of medicine by accident ( In real life ! not in the movie )
.After that i went for dinner with my uncle and my family Than i signed up for a starhub plan Its like tag on . so now i got 1360 free sms 1000 is the starhub . 360 is the singtel old plan . so happy . can spam sms . WAHAHHAHAHA .
okay i updated . you guys better reaaaaaaaddddddddddd